Wednesday, December 23, 2009

It amazes me to read my past posts and see how fast life changes.
I'm so over those feelings I had before; my new boy made it so easy.
He's a lot more perfect, and he's never a jerk. We talk everything out, and we have similar philosophy's on life. He's very intelligent, actually quite a nerd, and I think that if anything, we can be amazing friends. It's hard sometimes, to just give him my all because I know in 3 weeks, we will go our separate ways 6 hours from each other. We've talked about it, and we are willing to give it the best shot we have. Right now, I'm in that stage where it's still butterflies and laughter. It's perfect and I love it. I'm living in the moment, and trying not to let the future affect it.
It's a light rain out tonight, and it's a nice sound to fall asleep to.
I'm a little shaky right now for many reasons. One might be the insane amounts of coffee I've had. Another being the happiness inside me right now. The last reason being because I'm tired.

I know a lot about happiness and realized tonight that spreading it globally is what I want to create an organization to do so.
Hooka Bars are great and very relaxing. It's such a nice atmosphere to just be with people you care about and want to have a good time with.
My heart is racing, I wish that it would slow down so that I could sleep.
Time to shut my laptop and listen to some Missy Higgins. Sleep.